rubenesque

I can feel it rising like steam I am about to blow The rage is back Again I try to breathe To center myself No use Out of my control It comes in waves I am like the sea calm for the moment Till the wind blows and stirs me up Why are you able to do this to me? I give you all of me And you take every bit You are full and satiated I am angry craving more I carry a longing to be important To be everything My dreams are tucked away You never ask about them anymore Why can’t you see what is happening I sit here drowning in hurt feelings You sit by me … indifferent.